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10/25/08 12:23 am - wow

How could i have been so so stupidd and blind. i had something greatt and i had someone that really did care about me and was the best ever to me. Me and her had no problems and had something great. i regret what i did to her so much. Like i try my best not to live with any regrets but this is just something i cant avoid. She never deserved that. If only she knew that she still means alot to me.



I shoulda predicted this. My lack of doing so let to this....mistake. i cant wait till it doesnt affect me at all anymore, like honestly that will be a glorious day indeed. No worries tho that day is gonna be real soon and it will be as if nothing happened. Our relationship will be as that of two strangers having an awkward conversation for the first time.





On a more brutal note, the show today was AMAZING. The acacia strain was fkn sickkkk :P getting punched kicked elbowed pushed and doing it all back has never felt soo amazing haha. Fucked some kids nose up pretty good haha nose bleeds FTW. :D





Well goodnight noobs
Current Mood: nostalgic

9/6/08 08:55 pm - ill never say i told you so.

:'[
Current Mood: sad

8/18/08 10:02 am - this "hurricane"...

Is a tremendo pussy. They basically closed school for no reason rofl xD
Current Mood: okay

8/14/08 01:48 am - karma has found me.

You never did deserved that, and I still feel bad about it to this day. Im sorry.
Current Mood: contemplative

7/20/08 11:49 pm - =)

Lmao july 19th weird coincidence that was haha. Its about time! Lmfao jkjk eventho that's what everyone says xD. Its a good feeling, for us to finally make it to this point. Im glad it took us a while to do so cause I think it helped.

Fun weekend :P, watching movies with barbie robert and kristin. Me and barbie walked to the theater cause we had nothing better to do and she made me watch wall-E. Lg!
Rofl. We had a good talk today too. It was nice that you were open with me. Ily :P

"He gets up, we all get up. It'll be anarchy!" lmfaooo
Current Mood: happy

7/19/08 04:42 pm - wow.

thanks :\
Current Music: glassjaw ^_^
Current Mood: blah

7/1/08 01:44 am

one and three, you are here
(one and three, you are here
to tell me we can't do this)

to tell me we can't do this
(three for three, i'll disagree)

anymore

your hair and face against the mirror
as i take the steps
to save what's left of me
someone's out when it's over

people steal from you
they take anything they choose

it's good to see you
i missed you last night
that's such a lovely color
it goes with your eyes
before we fall asleep
i just wanted to say
this all seems so easy
but there's choices to make

can't decide
then look at the faces
candlelight
we're burning the pages
but ask us why
and hurting ourselves with this false start
resign yourself
and always be (and we pretend)
without the one (as if it gets easier)
thing you need (but does it get easier)
debating words with no replies

when we have these mornings where we can't say goodbye

i wanted to mean everything to you
but this isn't right
you keep coming back disassembled and i
keep losing this fight

i won't (i won't)
answer (answer)

dancing on the starlight glow
no one in the city knows
confidence can take you
nerves try to shake you
from going all the way

it's not that far

it's good to see you
i missed you last night
that's such a lovely color
it goes with your eyes
before we fall asleep
just wanted to say
this all seems so easy
there's choices to make

we watch the tide roll in
with cold air and coffee cakes
holding our words at lips
stopping the sounds they make
we know the way to go
we know each step to take
to be here

these words with no replies
stopping we's and starting i's
this need is killing me
and taking me over

i wanted to mean everything to you
but this isn't right
you keep coming back disassembled and i
keep losing this fight
Current Music: emery - fractions

6/30/08 11:47 pm - WOW! live journal is soo gayyy why am i doing this??

rofl.

So i always think about making one of these,
when there is so much crap happening in my
life at once [which is like all the time] -_-.
If i would have made this when it first crossed
my mind, there would be so many entries
by now filled with babbling about shit.
Well i' m not even good at writing actually,
i always have a lot to say but i' m not really
good at describing things. w.e ill try.


haha i' m probably not even going to add anyone
on this shit. I' m going to see how many
times i write in this before i give up xD. i' m
especially not going to add YOU ofcourse
cause i know you dont want me to read your
 private entries cause you tend to put it private
when its something that you dont want me to
read or w.e cause you know it would upset me
and stuff. So dont worry i didnt make this to add
YOU and read your entries haha. i just made this
to occasionally write down what im thinking and such.

So today was boring like most days during summer -_-
cause i have summer school >.> FML! My summer school
teacher is asian haha and theatened the class by saying
"if you misbehave ill beat you down with chopsticks!
ROFL it was so funny. ha i actually belived th cause him he looks crazy xD.
But yeah w.e summer is sorda boring -_-, there is certain people
that i wish i could see more but we barely hang out. like i saw you
this weekend and it had been like almost two weeks
since i had seen you, thats soo lame. i wish you would
tell me more of what your thinking or of how your feeling.
The truth is i still dont have any idea what your thinking
or what you want. tell me what you want to do, tell me
your intentions i want to know. idc what it is i dont even care
if what you tell me hurts me i just want to knowwww. All
of this is eating me up insidee. i just havent been happy in
a while and you have the power to change that. Cause right now i just feel like your taking me for granted.
                            




Warped fucking come already!



 
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